random blurb...when I should be studying

Okay so as I said in my intro to me I recently got admitted to the UW which I will admit was a big shock. Not because I didn't work my ass off but because my college GPA is not top notch due to some mishaps during my running start days. So anyway I am unfortunately the type of person who worries until the end, so I keep thinking "Oh God, they're going to change their mind before I get to register" and the worse part is I am taking classes this summer and I have a mid term on thursday and an english paper I need to finish but I can't focus! probably doesn't help that my house is hot as hell and I have a two year old running round being mischevious....Well anyway here's a random thought went to the Dr. yesterday and found out that I may be bi polar. I kinda figured it though cuz I've had depression for years and just recently took the step to talk to my dr. about it so I been taking a low dose of Zoloft but its not working, and honestly I've actually been feeling like my mood swings are more drastic, which sucks. But I do have to give myself props cuz I've never taken a quarter off of school, barely have anyone watch my babies, still hold down my house, and my marriage ain't at all suffering, but I must say that I am getting tired of being strong....